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This song is about my grandmother.

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Your guilt’s embraced by a slow decay
That’s just fine, go look the other way
I can walk proud, and I’ll stand so tall
Though I’m crushed inside, here behind this wall
It’s hard to breathe with the air so thick
Most thoughts of you just fuckin’ make me sick
Don’t have room in my heart to hold such hate
So I pour it our here to help alleviate

And I don’t wanna care about it anymore
I don’t wanna care about it anymore
I don’t wanna care about it anymore
I don’t wanna care about it anymore

I needed you to stand along my side
Your precaution forced me down to further hide
What scratched the surface, now a gaping wound
And it bleeds me out when ever I think of you
You can’t even give me an apology
That’s not clouded by your desperate apathy
You beg me, plead me, forgive and let live
But when I do, it’s the same bullshit

And I don’t wanna care about it anymore
I don’t wanna care about it anymore
I don’t wanna care about it anymore
I don’t wanna care about it anymore

How many times can you avert your face?
Now all I want is my goddamn space
Got your wish, and have to have your way
Never once, thought about the price I pay
Don’t want excuses, don’t want your lies
I won’t live your life of compromise
If all this is, is water under the bridge
Then how come I’m still drowning in it?

And I don’t wanna care about it anymore
I don’t wanna care about it anymore
I don’t wanna care about it anymore
I don’t wanna care about it anymore
I don’t wanna care about it anymore
I don’t wanna care about it anymore

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from Alcoholic Heart, released December 17, 2011

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Zebrana Bastard Jefferson, Oregon

Skulls & Butterflies

It is the breaking of my heart and the triumphs you obtain when you smash through walls. Life is pain, it's suffering, but it's also beautiful because of it. Lyrics just as raw and honest as I am, maybe even more so. An intense, emotional ride. My heart on my sleeve, the baring of my soul. ... more

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