Clearing Out The Wreckage

by Zebrana Bastard

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I started this recording sometime in late 2013. It's been finished for almost a year. Lots has happened, and since I am moving on with my life and have no desire currently to perform right now, I figure I owe it to my friends to stop holding on to this with empty promises of a release date and show.

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released October 25, 2015

Recorded, Mixed, and Mastered by Hoop D'Luvleggs
Bass & Vox - Zebrana Bastard
Drums - Latoya Forks
Guitar - Gardening Angel
Keys & Synth - Leif Grogan

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Track Name: I'm The Asshole
For all the time that we spend
Feeling lost on the outside, looking in
Are the moments that we've been missing out
On the days in our lives that we lived

Fuck your car, fuck your clothes, fuck your kids
And all your problems you bring on yourself
From out here, seems a petty waste of time
And I simply could not give a shit

Well I used to work hard for my scene
Now too busy 'cause I'm working hard for me
And I'm lost in the current of the flow
Yeah I'm watching the lines in the road
Just watching the lines in the road
Yeah I'm watching the lines in the road
Mostly, I enjoy it alone
Yeah I'm watching the lines in the road
Track Name: Sheri's Song
Mama Sheri says
What Mama Sheri says...
Mama Sheri says
What Mama Sheri says...

Where's your coat? You'll catch a cold
Look here child, you're getting old
Your throat sounds scratched, so have some tea
We'll share a cup of misery

Mama Sheri says
What Mama Sherri says...
And Mama Sheri gives
What Mam Sheri gives...
Shares her heart with a glass of vine
Some flowers in a vase that's fine
If fabric scraps is what you need
She'll share her bounty happily

Mama Sheri says
What Mama Sheri says
And Mam Sheri lives
Where Mama Sheri lives...
A cul-de-sac at the end of town
With flowers blooming from the ground
Her kitties greet you at the door
While her eyes, they beg for something more

Mama Sheri says
What Mama Sheri says...
Mama Sheri says
What Mama Sheri says...
Inside her anxious thoughts and worried mind
Lives the biggest heart you'll ever find
Every now and again she'll come 'round
When she feels the need to feel the sound...

Mama Sheri says
What Mama Sheri says.
Track Name: Dream Killer
I can't wait
To piss on your grave
There's so much pain
That your life has caused me
And I can't wait to piss on your grave
Then we'll see
Who will have the last laugh

I still think
That I should've killed you
At 10 years old
With a knife in my hands
And I still think
You're a plague upon the surface
You don't deserve to breath your next breath

Just your name
Fills my heart with rage
My family
Ripped apart by your tongue
Just your name
Sends a shivering spine
Carve out your throat
Where the lies spew from
Track Name: Breaking The Child
When you touch my skin
You also tear my soul
But let's play pretend
Follow me down this rabbit hole

I feel my youth slipping amidst the decay
Locked in the closet far away
Trapped in the trunk in the room
Shhh...

Fetal positions, they possess
A lack of love, care, and safety
Looking for some place small inside
Hiding.....

Follow me down, don't make a...
Follow me down, just fell the...
Follow me down, I'll make you...
Follow me down...

Don't, don't touch me
Don't see me
Don't tell me
Don't make me
Don't, don't touch me
Don't see me
You are not me
Only I, I own me
Track Name: Pep Talk
I pace my house
I pace this room
I fear these things
That are blind to you
I've been sick 3 times
In the last two months
I feel cold inside
I hate to feel so numb

Sick in my head
It's the same old shit
I crave relief
From a single click
But I won't give up
No, not tonight
And if I drown in tears
Death can wait

Death can wait
Death can wait

I've been sleeping in
And I've been working hard
I yell at my dog
For the things I can't afford
I'm a grand behind
But I keep looking up
Because this too shall pass
I can beat this shit

Death can wait
Death can wait
Track Name: Drifter
Everything is everything
Oh yes everything is everything
I've been drifting in the sea
Soaking up the sun
And pissing on a tree
That's right, I'm pissing on a tree

Well life it comes to me in waves
Yes in life I ride along the waves
I keep in mind the scattered bones
Fluid pavement eats away my feet
But I won't die in the sea
No, I won't die in the sea

Trouble was a long time friend
Sometimes trouble comes around again
With all the skills that I possess
I still have weakness I confess
And I kill a part of me
With ease, I kill a part of me

I've lived a life seduced by pain
While I myself, have turned to do the same
But I live to love another day
I let chips fall where ever they lay
Encumbered my thorns
Sometimes encumbered by my thorns

I was born adorning chains
Now in the dust I leave them to remain
The blood stain lingers in my head
Back when demons danced around my bed
But now I live a woman free
That's who I was meant to be

Everything is everything
Yes everything is everything
I've been out there with the trees
Always doing as I please
And I won't give in today
No I won't give in today
Track Name: After Trauma
Will you give up the disguise?
You can't hide those vacant eyes
The only cure for the rape of soul
Is to stand and take control

'Cause there's life after trauma
Yes there's life after trauma
And you'll grow
As you go
Facing the flow

In the flood of tears you cry
In the wounds and heavy sighs
There's a child that wants to heal
Feel the warmth of something real

To breath the life after trauma
Breath in a life after trauma
'Cause you know
There's no home
Where it's cold

I choose to be informed
Though the veil is hard to move
Pain and joy have their equal sides
I have nothing left to hide

I have nothing left to hide
In a life built after trauma
I'm living a life after trauma
And I know
I have a home
And I know
There is hope
No matter how low
No matter how low
No matter how low
Track Name: Sidewalk
Sitting on the beach down in Santa Cruz
Aaron's down the block, I'm with Tikachu
And my shoelaces, they are untied
My shoelaces, they are untied

The vans parked down by the side of the road
We got 7 minutes left, and then it's time to go
And my shoelaces, they are untied
My shoelaces, they are untied

Life is just a moment that has slipped away
I'm staring at the bricks and enjoying my day
There's free internet, but I ain't got a room
And my shoe laces, they are untied

Sitting on the beach down in Santa Cruz
So many rules to break, don't know what to choose

Don't skate down the walk holdin' rollerskates
Best not to lock up your bike in the wrong place